ANOTHER DAY
October 25, 2026
ANOTHA DAY!!!!! ANOTHER DAY!!!!!
LOB CORP
October 18, 2026
YEAHHHHHHH




Feeling happy. never kill yourself
October 18, 2026
I've dealt with intrusive thoughts for years, it was at its worst in 2024, i had to live every waking moment with disgusting images and ideas in my mind, i didnt want to live.
But I tried to find ways to calm myself, it was hard to get energy to get out of my house at that moment, so aside from my parents' support (they helped a lot in my recovery), i relied on videogames and movies (and drawing and animating cuz it makes me very happy but they take more energy, so it was hard to be consistent about those).
Artistic media in general is what has kept me alive in general. (shout out to False Memory)
Now im doing better, but still with a lot of problems, and these last few months ive been a bit unstable mentally, to the point of some minor danger to myself
it takes an effort to live lately, i thought i was constantly improving, but i had a little bit of a relapse
either way, even if i felt like crying today i still got out of bed, cooked some food, bathed, went to a park to draw, played some really fun videogames.
I havent really been giving myself too much time to fuck around peacefully before, ive been having to force myself to rest my mind since september, turns out that living on your own while attending university while dealing with executive dysfunction is not easy if i dont have the time to recover mentally
every other day i had been doomscrolling on my pc or just standing in my room doing nothing, a few days ago i realised i stood alone doing nothing for 40 minutes.
but anyways im happy because i can slowly improve, and be happier
annndddd also because theres so much cool shit that i can do while im not disociating, like for ex. today i started watching Faulous Beasts, ITS SO CUTEEEEE and funny ahhhhhh
a youtuber that i follow started playing one of the ace attorney games and watching them play it is funny, + i really missed ace attorney
Last weekend my parents visited and had a nice time together
i also played a lot of tomodachi life living the dream yesterday, i got a switch for christmas last year (i did pay half of it tho) and last week i finnally moded it, so i can play whatever i want
the characters i added to my island are Netzach and Little Red Riding Hooded Mercenary from Lobotomy Corp, Trucy Wright from Ace Attorney, Pit from Kid Icarus, Timekeeper, Croissant and Strawberry Creppe from Cookie Run and Soma Cruz from Castlevania.
also i can finally play Mario Galaxy, i used to watch gameplays of it when i was around 8, i hold so much nostalgia about it, its good to finally experience it for myself. I still remember so much of the music and characters, it so good.
I also got Luigi's Mansion 3!
Luigis mansion, especially 2 was one i loved to watch gameplays about, i also love Luigi, he's been my favourie super mario character for years!
I tried to avoid spoilers of LM3 exept of the first hour or so of gameplay in hopes to play it some day, and the time has come! I know I will enjoy it
ALSO, new castlevania is out, glad to see a new entry!! I really want to play it when i can.
One last thing, I watched Coyote vs. ACME a few weeks ago, Its really fun! I you want to have a fun time you shpuld watch it
im not sure if today's ramble is easy to follow, but i did write it for myself only sooooooo
anyways i gotta cook dinner now byeeee
oh yea, i forgot to say, i also practiced a little bit of chinese today, i used to study it a few years ago, but i forgot everything, so i want to learn again!
Little red riding hood killed everyone again
October 16, 2026
And once again its the clowns' fault
i was about to complete Tiphereth's mission 3 but i forgot to position my employees in the clown spawn points, not to mention Forsaken Murderer had escaped before so Little red's quiltoph counter had lowered a bit too
im trying to level up my employees and farm EGO equipment to prepare for the dusk ordeal, but im not making progress because either someone i really dies to Burrowing Heaven, Child of the Galaxy or Little Red, and im costantly retrying day 24
either way, ill do everything to keep these three cause i love them and got attached
Little red riding hood killed everyone...
October 14, 2026
there are way more important matters in my life and stuff i should be doing
but i dont care about that right now
LITTLE RED RIDING HOODED MERCENARY KILLED ALL MY EMPLOYEES IN LOBOTOMY CORPORATION IN LIKE 3 MINUTES
WHAT THE FUCJ
I THOUGHT THAY HAD A CHANCE
I DIDN'T EVEN HANDLE HER WRONG SHE'S BEEN POSITIVE TO MY EMPLOYEES
BUT THE FUVKING CLOWNS RELEASED ALL-AROUND-HELPER SO LITTLE RED GOT MAD AND BREACHED TOO
FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK
im not memory repositing to get rid of her tho i really like her if i wasnt ace she would immediatly go to my unexistent hear me out
I LOVE FALSE MEMORY
September 24, 2026
its so good holy shit
i finished it last saturday and it broke me
im gonna make more stamps later
idk what title to give this
September 17, 2026
okayyy soooo umm im not having a crisis every other moment and i can get myself to do things more easily so thats good, still have a lot of things to do for university
but i wanna talk about other stuff rn
OKAY SO FIRST OF ALL
I LOVE NETZACH FROM LOBOTOMY CORPORATION HES SO PATETIC BUT THATS WHAT MAKES HIM WHAT HE IS, im so attached to him is insane, its been years since ive gotten attached to characters like this, the one exeption being Timekeeper cookie since i got (and sill am) fixated on them earlier this year, but im not counting that since she's been my favourite Cookie run character since i started playing the game back in 2021. Netzach however, is a character that i knew absolutely nothing about, yet ive got my phone gallery full of fanarts of him lmao.
i do like other characters and aspects about Lobotomy Corporation, rn i really like Hod and Yesod, the rest of the cast that ive met so far is also really cool, i like everyone.
I also really like the abnormalities, ppodae is cute but keeps on escaping, the faeries keep on killing my employes because i keep forgeting about its blessing, We Can Change Anything isss, idk what to think of it but i like it, theres so many more that i have to find out about, im really liking this game even if i can't play it often
Im definetly gonna play the other Project Moon games, both Library of Ruina and Limbus Company seem pretty awesome, and im really exited about seeing the LobCorp main cast on Library of ruina, i already know what Netzach looks like in there, and i really want to know what the story is.
Yesterday i spent the afternoon with my friends, we went to the cinema to watch Paranorman, they've already seen it, but it was a first for me. Its a really good film, i liked it a LOOOOOT, very nice. We are also planning on watching Coyote vs ACME and Wildwood (once itcomes out)
I had a lot of fun yesterday
now onto the reason i wanted to make another blog update
FALSE MEMORY IS SO FUCKING COOL YOU SHOULD WATCH IT, SERIOUSLY
OKAY so i finally had more time to watch it, today i finished episode 5, and is sooo good
The animation never disappoints, the entire story is confusing, but that is on purpose, either way it is still possible to understand what the main thing is about
music is REALLY GOOD, it fits the scenes its in, and the intro and outro are BANGERSSSSS
The sound design is really good, it fits and complements the animation very well, i can especially think about all the parts with the oyster in episode 4, i you watched it you will know what im talking about.
The animation is, once again, amazing, its a feast to the eyes, its not just the action scenes that are well animated, but all the other quiet moments too, and even symbolic and surreal parts of the show are also masterfully animated.
I love the visual and animation direction of False Memory so much that im planning of studying it to improve my own art.
As for the pacing, its REALLY fast, this thing can hold so many shots in just 1 minute, since its only 7 episodes long, the show takes advantage of every second to move the story forwards, wich requires you to pay a lot of attention, of course, there are moments to breath in between fast sequences, but overall its sill a fast paced show
i am nervous about the relevance of some characters, in the first episode, two characters that seemed to be really important where introduced, but from episode two up until 5, which is where i left off, they havent really done anything thus far, sure theres an explanation as to why we cant see them but im wondering how and when they're going to reintroduce them, there's only 2 episodes left, and im afraid that they will show up at the last minute, i dont think that's a good idea
Still though, so far so good, and more people should know about it.
A few warnings
There are a LOT of fast movements, cuts, and flashes in pretty much every episode, if you're photosensitive i suggest being careful or just avoid watching it, definitely not safe for some ppl with epilepsy
There's also a lot of blood, some gore, and violence. Also, heavy topics are a part of it, i will list what ive seen so far in green, if you want to read it, highlight it
-death -abuse -suicidal ideation -general life crisis -alcoholism
I could be wrong about some of it, a lot of moments are presented in just a few seconds or in a surreal way
Still its not all doom or gloom, there are also comedy bits and lots of cool action scenes, if you like good shonen fights then you'll like the action scenes on it
anyways thats all for now, once i finish the show ill make some stamps for it hehheheheh
I THOUGHT I ESCAPED HELL BUT IM STILL IN IT
September 7, 2026
WAY TOO MUCH STUFF KEEPS HAPPENING IN MY LIFE AND UNIVERSITY IS GETTING REALLY INTENSE, I WANT TO VENT ALL THE TIME BUT DONT EVEN HAVE THE TIME OR ENERGY FOR THAT WTF
my mental health relies on Timekeeper Cookie and Netzach from Lobotomy corporation, cuz i started playing it in july, i lost all my progress on it tho cuz i had to reinstall windows and was in a hurry to even check if i could save that playthrough woops
either way the game requires you to reset to day one if necessary, and i was already planning on going back bc i fucked up my employees stats jasjsjkjkdas
too bad i didn't get all the benefits from memory repository, but at least i get to see Netzach and Hod again cuz these two are my favorites so far
Aside from that, i started this little challenge to animate every day for at least 5 minutes, so far so good, once i accumulate enough animations ill share them in a compilation
ALSO ALSO there's this chinese show called False Memory that came out last month, i was able to make some time to watch the first episode and ITS SO GOOD, cant wait to watch the rest
anyways i have to leave rn i have an exam in like, 14 hours i think and im behind on the reading material and keep feeling homesick so i gotta deal with that lol bye
btw, there's a hidden page in the homepage, it doesn't have a lot of stuff yet but im hoping to update it sometime in december or after
FINAL EXAM HELL
July 17, 2026
hi im in final exam hell, i gotta study animation history, semiology and do some other practical stuff like animations.
While researching about Osamu Tezuka for the history exam i started reading his manga Black Jack, it's fun, i dig it, and i love Black Jack's design too.
ive also been practicing drawing a lot more, mostly semi realism, but also i've been trying to improve my artstyle and im finally seeing some improvement :D
i had some time to continue with my clay Timekeeper, but i can´t figure out how to do their hair, so im finishing it after finals are over.
I've also properly left tiktok and instagram (+ i've put a timer on tumblr so i can't use it for too long), so now my mind is becoming clearer and i can concentrate better yay
i want to talk more about random bullshit but i gotta keep stuDYING so ummmm laterr
rlly busy
June 18, 2026
i am in exam hell and touching grass with friends
alsoo my parents visited last weekend so thats nice
these last months have been rough, and something is always happening in my life, right now im mentally recovering from some shit that happened the same day and a few days after the last blog update, its kinda hard to do uni work like this
today was especially frustrating, i had trouble getting up from bed, then the bus never came and i had to walk 30 minutes to uni, and after class it started raining, i had forgotten my umbrella and had to wait in the rain for the bus, which got delayed, then once in the bus, it changed route so i had to leave early and walk even more on the rain. Thankfully History class today was fun.
What is not fun is that i have a history exam next thursday aughhhhhh
aside from that and other life happenings, my brain is still full of my interests asjdjashd
timekeeper and other cookie run characters of course, but also madness combat, Luigi from super mario, nezha (especially the 1970 movie, which i recently watched), witch's heart, silksong and metals. thats right, just metals, and metal scraps, i really like staring at metal parts and shiny stuff, hence my main blog theme. I also really like looking at rusty metals, especially corroded iron.
im gonna be a bit less active (maybe, there's a chance i become more active here to distract myself), and generally more focused on university and personal art, if i finish some of it im posting it here :D
also, my internet is really slow because of the rain, so thats also stopping me from updating things here, big climate events are happening this year, im pretty sure El Niño just started or is about to start, so take care outside and be sure to check the weather, cause El Niño will affect the entire world and climate will become more extreme!
I CANT STOP WINNING
June 4, 2026
I got timekeeper's costume in crk third try and tomorrow ill be going to the cinema to watch The Amazing Digital Circus with friends HELL YEAH
ALSO HAPPY PRIDE MONTH this is my first pride month being out of the closet to friends and a few family members, so im generally happy about it
Kinda wish it was more understood to my whole family, i dont want to tell them anything about my identity with the way they think about that rn
ANYWAYS im too busy with university to care about it tho so like idrc
live laugh love timekeeper she's the only thing that i care about now
i need to make a stamp for her new costume
Slowing down
May 31, 2026
AUGHHHHHHHHHHHH so many things happened, i moved away from my student residence and now im in this catholic place for women , it's pretty chill.
Back in the other residence i had no privacy, i had to share all day and night the same room with this 23 year old drug addict, she wasn't a good roommate and stole valuable stuff from me.
She wasnt the only bad roommate that i had but honestly i dont feel like talking about my roommate experiences right now loll
In general ive been really overwhelmed and burnt out, moving places is stressful, + ive got a bunch of homework to do, im still processing all the shit that happened with my roommate since last year, some health scares from my family + going to visit them in another province, trying to exist and not die of hunger lol, and just trying to regulate myself daily as an autistic person. Its been rough loll
things are finally slowing down however, im hoping to catch up with the last few witch hat atelier episodes since i missed them, read some books, draw a bunch of fanart and animations, start stuDYING for finals and playing videogames.
Speaking of videogames
I GOT TIMEKEEPER COOKIE ON CRK HELL YEAHHHHH
i had to farm a lot for her, i didn't spend any money on the game, and i got her at 250 pity, I was really unlucky in getting them, but in those failed attempts i got Golden Cheese 2 times, Dark enchantress, Doughael, White Lily, Clotted Cream, Storm Bringer, Cloud Haetae, and Dark Cacao, so i got incredibly lucky in every other thing lol
Also i can't get the Clockwork Dancers theme from Silksong out of my head, its so mesmerizing
im leaving it here
Leaving this as a reminder for myself to talk about games im looking forward to and to show pictures of my plushies, ok byee
I GOT CROISSANT COOKIE
May 21, 2026
Lets goooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
IM MOVING AWAY FROM MY DORM + COOKIE RUN BRAINROT
May 19, 2026
WHAT THE TITLE SAYSSS, im getting out of my dorm and will be living in a nicer one.
the one im in right now is nice but there isn´t too much space and there´s a lack of privacy among other things, ill complain about it at some point loll
Also, NEW COOKIE RUN CHAPTER TOMORROW AND THE RELEASE OF CROISSANT COOKIE AS A PLAYABLE CHARACTER LETSS GOO she's my second favorite character alongside Strawberry crepe cookie, I can't wait to get her.
I already have enough in game currency to acquire and level her up, it took a while to get all that, especially considering I don't spend money in cookie run, as much as i enjoy the game it will never get me to make in-game transactions lol, i mean, i could use that money to buy food and stuff
I want to yap more but im busyyy with homework and the whole money contract part of moving away loll
+ im visiting my hometown next weekend, sooo this week is REALLY busy 4 me
Anyways live laugh love croissant cookie
I LOVE THE TBD
May 11, 2026
HEHEHHE TIME BALANCE DEPARTMENT MY BELOVED
AAAAAAAAAAAAUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

SO MANY THINGS
May 9, 2026
OKay so, starting with university stuff, I HAVE SO MUCH HOMEWORK
i have to do a 5 page script for a hypothetical sci-fi animated short film for NEXT WEDNESDAY, AND I DONT HAVE ANY IDEAS, I DONT EVEN LIKE WRITING THAT MUCH
i also have to finish bunch of drawings for monday, AND concept art for a stop motion short that i have to do with my friends.
Thankfully i dont have any animation homework due, i completed it really fast during class, but i still owe a small script for another class and two small wire hands for stop motion SO MUCH STUFF
ANYways, time to talk about last Thursday cause it was such a rollercoaster of events for me
Here comes a long rant about my roommate so if you don't wanna read all that skip to the first gif you see
The day started normal and had a fun time in history class, but that is a really long class, so i returned to the student residence tired during afternoon. Not even a few minutes after i arrive in the room i share with this other girl, she arrives and immediately turns off the lights, the sun is still out but not a lot of natural light can enter, not to mention it was cloudy. I asked why she always turns off the lights during the day, (she´s been doing this since she arrived at the residence in december, and it hurts my eyes having to study and draw in the dark) she then reacted badly to that question and we had an unpleasant discussion, she interrupted me a lot and raised her voice and was really rude towards me, ALL OVER A SIMPLE QUESTION, in the end i still got her to understand (or at least i hope so), but it left me in a bad mood so i went outside. This might sound like a nothing burger but its not, she's been doing stuff that hurts my health and breaking the rules of the residence for so long now. Im not talking about minor stuff, im talking about things involving drugs, alcohol in the room, THE ENTIRE WINDOW SMELLING OF CIGARETTES, her smoking weed when im trying to sleep, making noise and turning the lights on at 4 AM TO 6 AM (i literally fell asleep during class because i couldn't sleep in the residence because of her), turning on the ceiling fan and opening the window even if it's cold as hell, generally being careless and laughing and then ignoring me when i told her i was worried something happened to her when she disappeared out of nowhere at night for several days. She also complained about people nowadays not caring for others, BUT SHE DOES THE SAME THING, ive accidentally gotten hurt while she was in the room, a bunch of glass fell on the ground (nothing broke thankfully), and i hit my head with the falling objects. She didn't even look to see what happened, she just kept looking at tiktoks on her phone, YET she still dares to complain about individualism and people's addiction to cellphones.
Im so tired of her, she's been so careless in our shared space and im suffering mental and physical consequences because of it, the smell of smoke hurts and even bugs have entered the room because she left the window open at night. Im so tired of all of this man. Not to mention, i heavily suspect she stole some valuable stuff from me, but that's a story for another day
Anyways time to talk about something more fun, and that isss

THE TIMEKEEPER COOKIE UPDATE IN COOKIE RUN KINGDOM
it was fun, the music was amazing, the art was gorgeous, there were SO MANY ANIMATED CUTSCENES AND TIMEKEEPER WAS IN SO MANY OF THEM, I LOVE HER SO MUCH YOU DONT UNDERSTAND IM OBSESSED WITH THEM IM MAKING HER WITH PORCELAIN CLAY, I HAVE HER AS MY PC AND PHONE BACKGROUND, I HAVE THEM FULLY LEVELED IN COOKIE RUN OVENBREAK, I HAVE SO MUCH FANART OF THEM SAVED UP.
THEIR VOICE IS SO GOOD, i was doubtful about it at first, but after seeing it in action i loved it.
Im neutral on the story, dont get me wrong, I had fun with it, and was screaming of excitement every other minute, however, im a bit casual on the lore, not too casual, but also not too deep into it. Im here to have fun in my free time, and there's too many characters and stories across all CR games for me to keep track of, so im not the best at keeping up with them.
Still i had such a good time and cant wait for new chapters in a few weeks.
I also enjoyed a LOTTT seeing the other TBD characters and hearing their voices, i expected String gummy to sound a bit younger however. Still I NEED TO HEAR THE VOICES OF EVERYONE ELSE OF THE TBD PLSSSSS I LOVE THEM I NEED MOREEEEE
SO COOL
AHHHHHHHHHHH
OTHER FUN STUFF
ILL BE SEEING GORILLAZ LIVE LATER THIS YEAR AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
IT WILL BE MY FIRST LIVE CONCERT EVERRRR
I LOVE GORILLAZ, IVE BEEN LISTENING TO THEM FOR YEARSSS AND JAMMIE HEWLETT IS AN INSPIRATION TO ME IM SO EXCITED
AUGHHH A STRESSFULL WEEK BUT STIL A GOOD WEEK im so glad
The Timekeeper Cookie update is today!!

ghostchuza
May 6, 2026
Today, in about 44 minutes as of writing this, the Timekeeper Cookie update on Cookie Run Kingdom will drop!! Im so exited!!! :D
I've been waiting for her and croissant cookie to become playable in this game since I got into cookie run in 2021.
(edit a few hours later: i forgot there's a maintenance period loll i gotta wait a little bit more)
They're my favourite cookie run characters, their story is so interesting and i especially love their designs (im a fan of steampunk, which is the aesthetic these characters and their main setting is based on!)
I want to write more but i have a LOT of university homework and I gotta play the update!
Still, here's a quick painting i did of Timekeeper in order to celebrate!
Woa
May 2, 2026
This is the first time im trying to blog, not sure how long it'll last but no harm in trying :D
Figured i should use this place to show wips and complain about dorm life.
Speaking of which, here are some images for a Cookie Run animatic im making!!
Of course, as time goes ill be deleting past wips so i don't hit image limit loll